Dime Jesus (Desastre)

Now that I am alone with you
And no one else can see my life
I want to ask Jesus
That you decide what in my years I did not allow you

I want to tell you that I feel lonely
And that I have fallen into this rebellion
Where life already matters little to me and it is little
What brings me joy

Tell me, what do I do with the rubble of my life
Only you can change what no one else would change

Tell me Jesus
What do I do with this life
If I can call what I am living life
If I feel like I'm dying day by day

Tell me Jesus where do I direct my steps
If only rejection awaits me
And even my family gave up on my case

If my father doesn't listen to me and my mother doesn't understand me
My brothers don't see me and my friends hide
And even though I smile in the streets to show myself different
The truth is sincerely that I am a disaster

I want to cry without stopping my tears
I want to cry all my bitterness
Because behind my tough appearance
A man who has suffered so much is hidden
I want to cry because I have hurt many
And forgive because I have been hurt
Jesus come clean what is dirty in me
I can't stand the emptiness inside anymore

Tell me, what do I do with the rubble of my life
Only you can change what no one else would change

Tell me Jesus, what do I do with this life
If I can call what I am living life
If I feel like I'm dying day by day

Tell me Jesus where do I direct my steps
If only rejection awaits me
And even my family gave up on my case

If my father doesn't listen to me and my mother doesn't understand me
My brothers don't see me and my friends hide
And even though I smile in the streets to show myself different
The truth is sincerely that I am still a disaster

I don't want to be a disaster