Cárcel de Oro (feat. Soge Culebra)

I have my dreams fasting
I live in a house for two where only one laughs
Another morning preparing breakfast
Thinking what's behind this damn wall
If I jump, what if I jump it? What if I leave you and go away?
If I stop thinking about all the harm I'll do if I leave?
Don't you see me dying inside?
That I'm a child in carnival disguised in lies?

I already told you I couldn't anymore
But you know that sorrow will make me come back every day
And you play with that, with my indifference
With the family, as if I were the bad one and you the bible
And another empty kiss that tastes like wasted time
Like sharing an apartment with a stranger
Thinking that one day I was happy with you doesn't save me
I see photos of us and only one has grown
If I think about it, I see we were never a team
Because we're only good when I don't need you
Where were you when money wasn't enough?
I came home from work and not even an 'I love you', at least
Where were you from January to January?
When I looked for you and you avoided me
And left my self-esteem on the damn floor
I'll leave because I love myself
And because a golden prison locks up just like a steel one

And you
Won't be able to feel
The burn I have on my body
That look can't be forgotten
The penance of our memories
It's a deep cut that can't be healed

I want to play again
But you took all my favorite toys to the attic
I don't feel like a child when I see you
More like a punished child in school without recess
But I see myself and I don't see myself
When you fall asleep, I stay looking at the ceiling to see what I come up with
I want to leave you without hurting you by doing it
I think I think I don't believe and you have to understand
Because flying separately isn't a failure
My wings got tired of always flying so low
Flying so low, not reaching high
I don't want to go through this life without feeling it like so many do
Today I jump, I can't stand it anymore
I wasn't born to lock myself in arms so tight
Do you feel the crying? I carry it inside and it's heavy
Thank you truly for everything you did
But it doesn't make up, it doesn't fulfill me, you don't fulfill me
I'm dying of sorrow for saying it
But if I leave, I think I'd feel relief, and
I'll remember you, I'll see photos and videos
But I have to go through that if I want to be alive
Help, my heart asks for exile
I'm suffocating, keep everything
My mind is my home
And, it was truly beautiful the idyll
But I have to leave if I want to find my place

And you
Won't be able to feel
The burn I have on my body
That look can't be forgotten
The penance of our memories
It's a deep cut that can't be healed

But night falls, I feel so cold
You throw a thousand reproaches, fill my emptiness
And let it be clear, I wasn't the bad one
Always [?] ours, this is already dead

And you
Won't be able to feel
The burn I have on my body
That look can't be forgotten
The penance of our memories
It's a deep cut that can't be healed, eh-eh

Yao, we did it again
Ambkor, Soge Culebra
Soge Culebra, the black wolf
The black wolf, and you not (and you not, and you not)
And you that not, another damn league
Another damn league, that's what it is, crazy
That's what it is, free solo
Free solo (free solo)
And you not (and you not)