Mama

I write to you again in case you don't hear the phone
I write to you again because without you I am nothing
Everything I said a few years ago I would repeat
If you're not my guide, I would die every day in front of the microphone
What am I without you, mom? What do I know if others
Seem to matter to me half as much as you
It's because of your light that I'm still alive in this igloo
I'm clear, if you turn your back on me in the crowd
I break, I sink, and I don't know where to go
I have your eyes, your teeth moving when you smile, I have your heart
I know it's yours because I also can't lie, cursed gift
If your skin is my refuge, I embrace it
The best roadside motel right under the stars
I follow your footsteps, your advice, they're my bible
What are we without mom, building a family
And I haven't seen anything like it, nothing that even comes close
Beautiful love, my lotus flower, my amulet in my weak moments
My heart, my passion, my reason if I fall into the well
When everyone is gone, you'll be there
Always so close in case the train derails
I'm not as much as they say nor am I always sad
Mom gave me powers from the womb

If I get lost and you're not there, tell me where I can find peace
Come with me once more, when I don't know how to walk, teach me that your love is strong

If I hide, you find me even if I run away
Or maybe it's that I want you to find me and talk to me
Because I've never heard a voice like yours
Because your voice would silence even the cries in falulla
Because it's your fault that I'm here, that I smile
Beautiful hostel to spend my days
I have absolute faith in you and your words
Your voice is the loudest even if everyone speaks
Because everyone always talks, mom, and how you know
You fought for dad even against your parents
My example of overcoming, the most vulnerable heart
Today is stronger than the rocks of argarbel, tireless
If you're not there, who will help me?
Who will come to save me when you're not there and missing
I've thought about being okay for you when you're not here, what a paradox
Beautiful love, my four-leaf clover

If I get lost and you're not there, tell me where I can find peace
Come with me once more, when I don't know how to walk, teach me that your love is strong