Miedo (feat. El Chojin)

How do I tell you about my fears? Where do I start?
If I'm broken into pieces, even though you see me as whole
And I know the last thing I should do is stay still
But no matter how much I run, it's still inside

He lives with me
Imagine the satisfaction I feel in the moments I forget about it
Far from the noise, I think about it and breathe
That I'm special for all the times I've felt it

Sometimes proud, I think about turning the page
Sometimes I give up and think it's a factory defect
I lost the fear of tears
Now I know a heart doesn't freeze, even if it lives in Antarctica

And it's not fear that makes me human
It's the desire to overcome it that sets me apart from a machine
Going back to the beginning of humanity
My room is a psychiatric ward distorting reality

But I go out there and see the truth
And I have to keep fighting for that happiness in love
It's that moment, I can't explain it
Suddenly I feel good, I smile and see it clearly

It's like a force that can be felt throughout the body giving you wings
It's like smiling at the smell of a good coffee in the morning
Without plans or desires, or anything

It's like being alive when you never were
Like being born again and feeling that you needed yourself
I'm afraid and even if I can't explain it
I want you to know that your company is almost a miracle

I always arrive late, just when there's no one left
Thinking I deserve a little more time
But the world moves faster than me
And my fears make me walk slower

And if suddenly I'm absent, don't be angry
To touch the stars, I have to fix my ship
And make that perfect day arrive when I find myself
And I feel normal for a moment

And when I feel normal
I can touch the clouds and move them away
I can fill the sky with beautiful words
Suddenly I have plans and desires
As if for a day, joy didn't reject me

And when I feel normal
I can touch the clouds and move them away
I can fill the sky with beautiful words
Suddenly I have plans and desires
As if for a day, joy didn't reject me

How do I tell you about my fears? Where do I start?
If I've spent half my life pretending I don't have them
They told me, being strong is hiding them
Live them in silence, so no one can see them

Hide your complexes, make them see you happy
Fears are inside, never talk about them
And me? I catch them and believe them
So I've been accumulating them in an unhealthy way since I was little

And Ambkor comes and says, Shall we talk about it?
The challenge is much more complex than writing a text
My fears define me better than my successes
They show me without the armor of the rapper's ego

I fear time, I don't want to grow old
I'm terrified of the idea of hurting those I love
I die when I think that just as it had a beginning
The moment will come when the story ends

And believe me, I'm ashamed of not being able to deal with this
And I feel like a fraud when I see them say I'm a genius
Afraid to know that one day they'll see it's not true
That I was just a guy falling apart

But as long as I keep being me, one thing I promise you
If fear makes me better, I accept it and keep it
Because fear was the engine that moved me to fulfill my dreams
The fear of not making it, that made me a warrior

I always arrive late, just when there's no one left
Thinking I deserve a little more time
But the world moves faster than me
And my fears make me walk slower

And if suddenly I'm absent, don't be angry
To touch the stars, I have to fix my ship
And make that perfect day arrive when I find myself
And I feel normal for a moment

And when I feel normal
I can touch the clouds and move them away
I can fill the sky with beautiful words
Suddenly I have plans and desires
As if for a day, joy didn't reject me

And when I feel normal
I can touch the clouds and move them away
I can fill the sky with beautiful words
Suddenly I have plans and desires
As if for a day, joy didn't reject me

And when I feel normal
I can move the clouds away and turn on the lights in my house
And I know yesterday I couldn't
Because fear sinks when you think it embraces

And when I feel normal
I can move the clouds away and fly without wings, it's possible
I know fear runs away when it sees you suffer but not give up