Verte Otra Vez

We’ve done it again
Ambkor
And you’re not here
It is what it is, they say
I miss you, smoking in the park, nothing new
Bring me your body and I’ll read it in Braille
She looked so good for the dance
Like I showed up drunk and late

Someone save me a hundred thousand times, and I’m starting to hate myself
Blind again, the damn ego of a coward again
Giving out flowers out of fear of a hug
Afraid of rejection, I ended up with no one
I want to put on my suit, go back to that dance
And when it’s over, let’s keep dancing in the street
I owe you so many hours, so much time alone

I’m running out of lives to give you
I’m drunk again anywhere
I miss you calling me, even if it’s just to scream and hang up
To tell me to be like I was before
Before I lost myself out of fear that you’d leave
You went far away to never see me again
And even though it hurts, it’s the best you could do

I wish I could go back
I wish I could rewind to yesterday and
See you again, just see you again
I don’t need to talk, just see you again
See you again, just see you again
I don’t need more, just see you again

There’s still your clothes in the closet
And that song you loved is playing on the radio
I guess you have to be reckless
To smell your clothes daily knowing you don’t love me anymore
I remember your favorite movie

Why the hell are you telling me your stuff? Today it weakens me
I can’t go out partying, I can’t make popcorn
Who do I talk to like a little kid? Who do I call cutie?
Who do I call cutie now?
Should I tell the first one that passes by to see if it works?
I don’t know what you have, my crybaby

But I know you got tired of crying for people
And now I’m the one crying, all the time,
My path of laughing at love isn’t going to Rome anymore
I don’t know how to explain this moment to you
This emptiness that’s full, I feel it
I don’t know how to explain to you that I loved your socks
Your mess, even your sharp replies
How you moan, how you laugh, how you run
Fearlessly towards your goals
And I’m still here thinking you complete me

What I’d give to clean the floor together
To hear your damn jokes when you’re drunk
For another kiss, for a walk towards something new
For us to laugh trying to open the damn clothesline
For your family, for Saturdays
Do you remember that laughing fit while we were fucking?
That’s connection, seems basic, I know
But since you left, I’ve never felt it again

You went far away to never see me again
And even though it hurts, it’s the best you could do
I wish I could go back
I wish I could rewind to yesterday and
See you again, just see you again
I don’t need to talk, just see you again
See you again, just see you again
I don’t need more, just see you again