Filofobia

Why judge this infamous game?
How to reason that endless ego battle?
How to hide my fear of falling in love? I've always lost
Your words turned into knives
Knives that embed in my skin because of your lies
Set me free, stop lying, enough is enough

There's no better melody than hearing her name
Her body is so perfect that I didn't care
To drink from her blood every 28 days
To drink from her blood and feel it mine

This is my fear of falling in love

This fear of falling in love is my punishment
An eternal punishment for hurting myself
This fear of falling in love is my destiny
To grant her a castle for leaving

This is my fear of falling in love
I don't want anymore
I don't want anymore, I've already lost
I don't want anymore
I don't want anymore, you have hurt me

This is my fear of falling in love
And so it was, this is my story
A story that I always beautifully relived
And so it was, this is my story
A story that you marked on my path

This is my fear of falling in love
This fear of falling in love is my punishment
An eternal punishment for hurting myself
This fear of falling in love is my destiny
To grant her a castle for leaving