Escapism

Happiness doesn't last
Somewhere in my heart, I knew
I won't change my feelings for you
Goodbye to the enjoyable days

From today, I'll be alone
I have to live without your smile
Even though I can't change this sadness
It's a heavy burden on the meaning of life

Oh, I wanted to be together forever, don't leave me
Oh, eternity was never there from the beginning
Oh, I'm scared, walking on a path with no answers
Oh, I was seriously in love

It's always easy to cry
I want to laugh, I want to laugh by your side
I can't laugh anymore, right?
The painful, sad longing
Memories and sadness intertwine
Quietly, quietly falling
Before I know it, tears overflow
I want to disappear, die, go crazy

Addicted to sweet temptation
Every day, it doesn't matter
Meeting an unknown woman at the club
Taking drugs, having ecstasy sex

Oh, tonight, naming a beloved pet
Oh, indulging in a vulgar fantasy
Oh, show me your mysterious dancing
Oh, a sweet baby, tonight is perfect

The moments of us that surface in sudden flashes
I tell myself it's not a lie
Escaping the loneliness and solitude
Running away as an excuse for being weak

It's always easy to cry
I want to laugh, I want to laugh by your side
I can't laugh anymore, right?
The painful, sad longing
Memories and sadness intertwine
Quietly, quietly falling
Before I know it, tears overflow
I want to disappear, die, go crazy
Even with ordinary words, once more
Thank you, thank you, I love you
Somewhere we met
Alone, only I am falling