Te Amo (canción Para Gritar)

Today upon waking up in the morning, I discovered that nothing was the same.
I couldn't say your name without crying, without crying.
I was very afraid of the memory
I was very afraid of the pain
Thinking about how to keep living without your love.

Thinking that I had you, thinking that I was yours
in a sublime, insolent, and forbidden ritual
my body was a romantic celebration in your arms
and even the moon lying in our lake
and I didn't care about the sin they invented
I felt pure, pure and yours

And now - as if I were suddenly awakened
I am no longer yours because you are not here, and I don't look for you.
because I love you and I get angry with myself for loving you
because I love you and not because I miss you.

Today upon waking up in the morning, I discovered that nothing was the same.
I couldn't say your name without crying, without crying.
Thinking that I had you and that we were artisans
in a different story, in a love story
that simple, that terrible
because I discovered a word disguised as a dagger
and suddenly - goodbye
and the pain overcame me, I liked saying your name
and I can't anymore, sometimes - I even think it's forgotten.
and suddenly I remember it, and I don't say it, I keep crying
even though I have no tears and I keep waiting for you
because I love you - and no, my God - how much I love you.