Bad Apple! (Touhou)

Time ceased its eternal task
And evaporated
Like water through my fingers

This heart has lived in captivity
If it still beats, it's a great mystery

All I know is
That time doesn't forgive
You die to live
But even your God abandons you

Around me, I don't know what's happening, only I am, facing death

I want to wake up
From this endless dream
Receive a sign
And breathe again

I just want to go back
Escape from this hell
And think that this thinking
Was never real

Even if you try to scream
What I long to hear
I know that my heart
Will never listen to you

If my own will
Became reality
Without hesitation, I would end this torture now

A future for me
I wonder if there will be
Is it worth it to keep
Walking in solitude?

This silent darkness
Saddens, isn't it true?
Being in a place
Without knowing anything else
I can't take it anymore
I can't resist it
I feel that around me
Everything is so strange

And if someone like you
Finally managed to change
I wonder if it would change everything else

Time ceased its eternal task
And evaporated
Like water through my fingers

This heart has lived in captivity
If it still beats, it's a great mystery

All I know is
That time doesn't forgive
You die to live
But even your God abandons you

Around me, I don't know what's happening, only I am, facing death

I want to wake up
From this endless dream
Receive a sign
And breathe again

I just want to go back
Escape from this hell
And think that this thinking
Was never real

Even if you try to scream
What I long to hear
I know that my heart
Will never listen to you

If my own will
Became reality
Without hesitation, I would end this torture now

This endless sorrow, this endless sorrow will kill my heart, as well as my reason

I never heard from you again
I still know nothing about you
I no longer know anything about me
I will know nothing more in the end

If my own will became reality, it would kill this pain, everything would end now!

I want to wake up
From this endless dream
Receive a sign
And breathe again

I just want to go back
Escape from this hell
And think that this thinking
Was never real

Even if you try to scream
What I long to hear
I know that my heart
Will never listen to you

If my own will
Became reality
Without hesitation, I would end this torture now

If I could achieve it, if I could achieve it, everything would end now, everything would end now

This endless sorrow, this endless sorrow will kill my heart, as well as my reason

I never heard from you again
I still know nothing about you
I no longer know anything about me
I will know nothing more in the end

If my own will became reality, it would kill this pain, everything would end now!