¿Quién Soy?

I'm trying
Not to overthink everything
Not to judge myself so much
If I didn't see myself so bad
I swear I'm trying

I'm looking for a way
To be a little safer
That I don't care so much
What does the world think of me?
I swear I'm trying

Tell me if you know who I am
I'm drowning in the question
Tell me if it's my fault
That among so many doubts I feel
That disguise the answers

Tell me if you know who I am
Who is behind the wounds?
What is there after the ego?
That is so scary and I feel
What am I missing?

I'm trying not to value myself
As far as people from outside see it
I'm trying to recover
Being also people from outside
Trying to leave the impostor
I ask the flight attendant
If I go where I want
Or where people from outside say

Tell me if you know who I am
I'm drowning in the question
Tell me if it's my fault
That among so many doubts I feel
That disguise the answers

Tell me if you know who I am
Who is behind the wounds?
What is there after the ego?
That is so scary and I feel
What am I missing?

Why do I feel so guilty?
From that time I screwed up?
Why do I keep getting drunk?
Of my mistakes again?
If we already know that I am not perfect
Why does it still consume me?
I feel like I'm not who I want to be

Tell me if you know who I am
I'm drowning in the question
Tell me if it's my fault
That among so many doubts I feel
That disguise the answers

Tell me if you know who I am
Who is behind the lie?
Far after the ego
Where there is no longer fear and I feel
That maybe I find myself