J'entends

I will no longer hear the silence
Before it left, I was afraid of it
But now it's gone and that's forever
Always that same ringing
And in my sleepless nights, I cry
It's like a new mourning to do, that of silence

I dream of being able to dream
I dream of being able to dream like you
The eye closes but not the ear
It prevents me from dreaming
Help me
Without noise, I only hear my ear
And the silence makes my tinnitus stronger

I hear, I feel, I leave, I tell myself
Again him, that same sound, I can't take it anymore, it kills me
I hear it, it's a nightmare, I think
That same sound, I can't take it anymore, it kills me, again him
I hear it but if I talk about it, I falter
I can't take it anymore, it kills me

It seems to be a family thing
We prefer not to think about it too much
And it's better to avoid talking about it too much
Because it's by talking often
That we will let it exist
Even though I know nothing works
It exists all the time

I dream of being able to dream (to be able to dream)
I dream of being able to dream like you
The eye closes but not the ear
It prevents me from dreaming
Help me
Without noise, I only hear my ear
And the silence makes sleep rarer

I hear, I feel, I leave, I tell myself
Again him, that same sound, I can't take it anymore, it kills me
I hear it, it's a nightmare, I think
That same sound, I can't take it anymore, it kills me, again him
I hear it but if I talk about it, I falter
I can't take it anymore, it kills me

Never (never), never (never)
Never (never), never (never)
Yet I would like (so much)
I would like, I would like it to stop (I would like it to stop)

I tried all the stones but nothing works
I tried to meditate, it frustrated me
I tried to talk to my brother about it but it depressed me
He smokes too much weed to forget (to forget everything)

I hear, I feel, I leave, I tell myself
Again him, that same sound, I can't take it anymore, it kills me
I hear it, it's a nightmare, I think
That same sound, I can't take it anymore, it kills me, again him
I hear it but if I talk about it, I falter
I can't take it anymore, it kills me

I feel scared
I feel, I hear (again him, that same sound, I can't take it anymore, it kills me)
It's a nightmare
I think, I hear (that same sound, I can't take it anymore, it kills me, again him)
But if I talk about it

I hear it
I hear, I feel, I leave, I tell myself
Again him, that same sound, I can't take it anymore, it kills me
I hear it, it's a nightmare, I think
That same sound, I can't take it anymore, it kills me, again him
I hear it but if I talk about it, I falter
I can't take it anymore, it kills me