Desabafo Subaru | Cansado de Voltar

It hurts so much to come back
And try again
With no one remembering
I've been tired for a while
I surrendered to the pain
'Cause I don't want to lose you
But every time I come back, someone ends up dying

You don't know how many times I've done this
You really don't know how many times
I've returned, how many times I've seen
Just to save you
I'm crying in your lap
'Cause I need some comfort
But no matter how much I cry
It still feels like it's not enough

Help
Help

What do I have to do
For you to trust me?
I can't take seeing the same ending again
Once more I came back, remembering the present
Do you think I don't know?
That I'm different, I've come back so many times
That I don't know how to act
Naturally

What do you still want from me?
Why don't you still like
Me?
What do I have to do? What do I need to change?
And can't you see? That I suffer to help
Tell me why it's so hard to understand?
That I'm tired of coming back

I'm going to return to the beginning
But without a part of me
I'm tired of coming back
I don't want to try anymore
Why won't death let me go?

I'm sorry, but I can't
I can't see you like this
This is all about you
I did all this for you
It was for you

Why did everything end up like this?
Why is this happening?
This isn't what I wanted
So many bodies and blood flowing
It was a massacre in the village, I failed
I saw them die
My fault
This shouldn't have happened

Upon entering the mansion
I come across your bodies
Everything I did was in vain and all those I love are
Dead
Even if I come back and heal the wounds
The loss in my mind
It doesn't heal

I'm sorry, Rem
But I can't, I try and always mess up
I hate myself so much for this
I'm not the savior, everything I touch corrodes
I'm nothing but a loser
You are my hero

I'm going to
Return to the beginning
But without a part of me, I'm tired of coming back
I don't want to try anymore
Why won't death let me go?