My Heart Is Calling

I smile a little more
With happiness as my companion
Even though I pretend to be fine
Deep inside my heart

I smile a little more
Even though I try to act tough
The words that I pretend to forget
Are the ones that I can't let go of

Why did I fall for you?
I can't even say those words of love
Tears fall, my heart aches
Just thinking about those cruel words
It hurts so much

I love you, I love you forever
Even if you don't look at me

Even if I try to push you away a thousand times
Even if I try to erase you from my life
Like a fool, I keep holding onto that love
You don't even know
Even if I shout out