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I'm at war with myself again
My pride's on fire in the battlefield
Can't believe, can't fear, can't plead
'Cause if you come, it's just to get even
All I can do is pray to the gods
While I love my enemy
You're not a test, you're a disaster
I wait for you, even when I'm on the run

Tired night, fever
I'm writing to you again, like a fool
Why do I give up my coordinates?
And once again, I shatter into atoms for you?

The night covers me, and I'm breaking again
So damn hard, you're my obsession
You keep pushing, I keep cutting it off
I really get it, but how do I hold on?

Breakdown, breakdown, breakdown, breakdown
I feel like I'm on needles
Breakdown, breakdown, breakdown, breakdown
I can't take this for long

I've cut myself on you a hundred times
My pride will hit the brakes on you again
But the memory hits record again
The most treacherous and beloved person
And all I can do is pray to the gods
But the gods are tired of helping me
Betrayal, the snow will melt again
I wait for you, even when I'm on the run

Dawn, mint tea, fever
I'm writing to you again, like a fool
I'm giving up my coordinates again
And in a moment, I shatter into atoms for you

The night covers me, and I'm breaking again
So damn hard, you're my obsession
You keep pushing, I keep cutting it off
I really get it, but how do I hold on?

Breakdown, breakdown, breakdown, breakdown
I feel like I'm on needles
Breakdown, breakdown, breakdown, breakdown
I can't take this for long