Blindar

If I saw you today, I would like to talk
And look, I don't usually discuss clichés
I try to find words not to scare you
But you don't even try to understand me

I'm hardly ever in town
I promised I would come see you
I step my feet here, where are you?

No sign of life, no message
What do you think I should do?
Take love out of me to fill you up?

Ways I found to shield myself
I don't want to find loneliness at home
If I always come back here to heal
Don't think I felt affected
In fact, it's fear of bothering you

If you looked at me the way I see you
Would you see my reasons or just my mistakes?
And remember when you disappear like this
Think a little more about me

If you looked at me the way I see you
You wouldn't point out my flaws
You don't want me but you don't let me go
Unfair for you to live and me to stay here alone

The sound I listen to, you showed me
It's sad to think about how we ended
I just wanted to go back to when it all began

If you stop to think, maybe I am really crazy
Crazy for accepting so little from you and still kissing your mouth
Thinking you would wait for me and not think of anyone else

Mixing love with intensity
It's okay to express your feelings truly
Insecurities and fears are part
Of sleepless nights, I didn't tell you even half

Ways I found to shield myself
I don't want to find loneliness at home
If I always come back here to heal
Don't think I felt affected
In fact, it's fear of bothering

If you looked at me the way I see you
Would you see my reasons or just my mistakes?
You don't want me but you don't let me go
Unfair for you to live and me to stay here alone