Interferências

I received
The message you sent
It wasn't what I expected and okay
I only replied to what you asked
But you could have brought up some topic
If everything is okay or say that the world will end
And that you would come back to me
But you didn't

I know I asked you for truths
It hurt and still hurts here
I still needed time
Weeks away to rebuild

And where did I get myself into?
I didn't even need to
If I knew you already had her there
Love, I wouldn't even try

I wouldn't fight for anything
I would spare my head
I wouldn't waste my words
Asking you to forget me
You still say you're not a jerk
That maybe you don't deserve me

But you know very well that

You played with my innocence
Took advantage of the moment
Saw the fear in my eyes
Made time slow down

Earned my trust
I embraced your hair
Brought you to my house
Saw who I love the most up close

And all this for what?
And all this for what?
To have me for one night
And all this for what?

My mom never met you
I can say thank God
My brother didn't like at all
Seeing me asking for your
Minimum attention
Every question a 'not today'
When it's not you who feels
It's easy to ask for forgiveness

I know I asked you for truths
It hurt and still hurts here
I still needed time
Weeks away to rebuild

And where did I get myself into?
I didn't even need to
If I knew you already had her there
Love, I wouldn't even try

I wouldn't fight for anything
I would spare my head
I wouldn't waste my words
Asking you to forget me
You still say you're not a jerk
That maybe you don't deserve me

But you know very well that
You played with my innocence