The Red Archromance
Anorexia Nervosa
The Red Archromance
Inside of me lies a part of the night
Nobody lived what I lived, nobody knows what I know
Morning - dusk of my neverending life
I shall not live without you
Didn't you ever think of being my confidant?
A white bright and sublime and never falling sun...
I have no heart - my hands are cold
White as the purest snow
Sick as my entire cadaver
The whole world
All is white now
I feel your eyes caressing me
I feel your presence - always
And I pray for you to be - I believe
I feel his body entering you
I feel you opening, desiring him...
Then fleeing, not wanting more, finally ending
Make me scream
He violated me
...And the silence goes on and on
I never really loved you
I always pretended
I can only shed
A few tears of blood
End it, finish you off
Forever innocent
Fall, angel fall
Fall for me
Dare the flesh, taste the human curse
And love, only
My lovely creature
Still smelling heaven's divine breath
Come fulfill your destiny
Girl, your father will cry for you tonight
Spread your wings angel
Spread your legs for me (now)
One union forever
I want to glimpse death in your eyes
May it smile at me at least once
You were a virgin my love
I discovered it the second you ceased to be
Triumph of Death