Lilly

Lilly ...
Four holes in the skin
newspaper
naked and without shoes
white, and not in the hospital
without chains
without teeth to eat
a mountain of waste
no milk can save you...
We studied together
we traveled together
Lilly...
Which train now?
Which book now?
Which love can be given back to you now?
Lilly...
my room is cold
where did you go?
Your cursed poets,
your necklaces...
Lilly...
they should have arrested them
they should have healed you
Lilly...
four oranges on Sunday morning
after two years
you didn't recognize me
we were two children
I wasn't your doctor
you couldn't make love...
Lilly syringe, police
Which train now?
Which book now?
Which love now,
can be given back to you?
Lilly love,
my love..