Mentre Niente

You hit me with the anger of someone
Who hasn’t had air
Of someone who wasted time screaming
About not being special
While that hostile chest of mine believed
It was too much
And I really pierced you, with two eyes
Green and full of devastating certainties
Just skin to pull, to lock away
And then to love
Just deadly struggles

Oh no... You never understood anything
To be honest, I never wanted
Anything more
Oh then... You got lost among the crowd, that moment
Of peace while I held the sea

I sleep with your walls
Pictures that push the anguish
To manage to walk without
Stepping on the shadow that grips you and
Drags you while the blue then condemns you
And I feel your mouth well
But no matter how much it hurts
On my face, I put hands that make me
Feel how useless it is to heal when
The sky drains us

Oh no... You never understood anything
To be honest, I never wanted
Anything more
Oh then... You got lost among the crowd, that moment
Of peace while I held the sea
And now that I read well between the lines
And I kill you with my mind too
Even if I don’t expect anything
Nothing to cry for, nor to remember
Nothing for which I loved so much outside of you

And there’s the right space that tightens you
When the emptiness in your throat arrives
Holding broken legs without
Kneeling down again
I’ll let thoughts shine
White and odorless
Chewing useless lies between your steps
That you never understood anything
And to be honest, I never wanted
Anything more
And then... You got lost among the crowd, that moment
Of peace while I held the sea
And now that I read well between the lines
And I kill you with my mind even if I don’t
Expect anything
Nothing to cry for, nor to remember
Nothing for which I loved so much outside of you