Kemisk Kärlek

There is only one true joy in life
And that is chemical happiness
The dark thunderclouds that surrounded me
Ever since I was a little boy
Have now started to move
The sky opens up and the sun peeks out
Yet I can't see any light
The warm strong rays that
The sun sends towards me are filtered
By my apathetic brain
I think to myself
You might as well have been the man in the moon

Gray and dull, cold and dead
Now that I think about it, we have a lot
In common, you and I
We are both on the Lord's backside
Empty of life, empty of hope
Just a lifeless shell waiting
Waiting for the sun to turn
Into a big red giant and swallow us
Together with Mr. Earth and its
Insanely happy brain-damaged inhabitants

My only salvation from my depraved
Filthy life is you.. You make me happy
Just being in your presence makes me
Completely shaky with joy and love
I snort a line and you're brought up through
My nose and give me purpose
You brighten up the void I find myself in
And for a moment, I am truly happy
But only for it all to be washed away

By a murderous tsunami without restraints
Everything lies desolate and my head has taken
A serious blow... Alone I must lie in
This inferno.. But it's okay darling
In an hour, you'll fill my head
With hopes of a brighter future once again
But right now, I need to rest.
Have you ever tried drugs?
They can ruin your life at any time
But you try to make them a better person
As you try, do the best you can
But they're always there