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Give comfort in a disgusting life
Put an end to endless darkness
Let me forget an inevitable death
Let me fly through slow days
Give me hope in a ruined city
Drown my memories, thoughts, and goals
Kidnap me from myself
Remove all memories that bother my head
Erase all the missteps and mistakes I've made
Take me where I can escape this suffering
And this anguish
To the place I've created in my head
Which actually lacks existence
Built by anguish, created by hate
What good is it to dream
When I know it's just pathetic wishful thinking?
Let me float beyond life's walls
Let my tears freeze and my pulse stop
Take away my ridiculous desire to keep breathing
Let me dream away in artificial sleep

And please, never let me wake up again