Chiisana Tenohira

My body understands my heart better than I do
When I get nervous, my palms start to sweat
I remember the time I bit my lips and tried to stop the tears
I learned what it means to mourn
Every time I packed hope in a bag full of words
You were there to receive it
I, who can't choose words, have long given up
You embrace me without relying on words
Even though you've always felt much lonelier

Always by my side, a small palm that strokes my crouched back
I've found comfort in its warmth more than in any beautifully crafted words
It's not when everything goes well, but when nothing goes well at all
That people realize the importance of precious beings
To you, who love me no matter what
Thank you for always being there

Lying next to a grassy field, watching the clouds drift by
I was able to regain a peaceful heart
In that place where I felt I could become a little kinder than yesterday
I pondered on things I couldn't handle alone
Yet, when shown a distant, swaying flower
I let go of the need to protect my fragile heart
Just like running past without realizing the importance of a precious person

Unable to live on just beautiful memories, I tarnished the promised sky
Even though I once vowed to the blue sky below
I've lived with cracks that couldn't be healed
Reflecting on the cracks, but if you keep looking back, tomorrow will be filled with sorrow
You have to move forward for the sake of the person you should love

Knowing there's a gentle palm that soothes invisible scars
There was something much more important than receiving accolades from around the world
Even when lost in the busy days, feeling overwhelmed and alone
To ensure I never forget again
I created a song of 'thank you' for you, who loves me

Words are not enough, I surely won't catch up
Words are not enough, but, but, thank you