Ayer

Tired of life living in mourning
My hope, mother, went with the nap
I preferred my park to going to school
The books around here were for rolling joints

Always getting into trouble
I knew more police stations than my class
You'll pay for everything when time passes
My mother shouted at me, what the hell are you doing?

I had my life on the edge of the razor
With blind people I couldn't see even with glasses
Already reserving my place in heaven
Fucking without a condom, scared to go home

Stealing from truck drivers to buy clothes
Earning respect by shitting acorns
We weren't more men for kicking balls
Getting to my mother with a broken face

Skinny, the jacket was getting big
I just wanted to grab a couple of boobs
We were kids without flying kites
Playing the bagpipes and smoking the trumpet

Nothing left to go out, stealing cans
Drinking rum as if we were pirates
I went out looking sharp, came back on all fours
What I would give for a kiss from the skinny

Counting wads and drinking cheap
Without even trying, making deals
Damn, I was going to be a natural forward
Without hair on my balls, smoking tobacco

Stopped scoring goals, preferring beer
A lot of intelligence and little head
I left football because it even gave me laziness
To hell with the promise

I don't want to know about others
No, I don't want more
I'm going to look out for myself now
I burned my life so much that I have no gas
I don't want to be the kid I was anymore
C'est la vie doesn't work for me
I'm going to change every second I lived to be happy

I don't want to know about others
No, I don't want more
I'm going to look out for myself now
I burned my life so much that I have no gas
I don't want to be the kid I was anymore
C'est la vie doesn't work for me
I'm going to change every second I lived to be happy

Books, mom, suck my dick
Dad fought for me to play on the team
He put it in me instead of selling the coke
Watching Tony Montana dreaming of being rich

I was a poodle that turned into a pitbull
That I didn't have the balls, I had it thick
I broke the puzzle and kept a good piece
This burden I carry, cousin, how heavy it is

Study, son, if you want to have jewels
So much smoking, dad, doesn't fill my pot
I don't give a damn about school
I thought I was the boss and I was an idiot

The biggest asshole wore the crown
The joints arrived and the neurons left
They weren't brothers, friends, not even kidding
Arce puts it in, come on, don't fuck with me

I don't have a car, a girl, or a career
I have hell putting the ladder on me
If I studied, if I believed
That child has turned into dark circles

Living in fear of not growing old
I'm going to kill the one who looks at me in the mirror
I thought I was the leader, didn't want advice
If I listened at home, I would go far

I didn't give love, married to the peri
In the shit but I thought I was happy
I didn't understand anything about the damn movie
Brother, don't put anything up your nose

The coke from Peru ate my heart
I cared less about family than my crew
I thought I was God but I was Beelzebub, huh
Dad told me whatever, but you're in charge

I don't want to know about others
No, I don't want more
I'm going to look out for myself now
I burned my life so much that I have no gas
I don't want to be the kid I was anymore
C'est la vie doesn't work for me
I'm going to change every second I lived to be happy

I don't want to know about others
No, I don't want more
I'm going to look out for myself now
I burned my life so much that I have no gas
I don't want to be the kid I was anymore
C'est la vie doesn't work for me
I'm going to change every second I lived to be happy