Frustrado Emocional

You walk with a clouded mind
And each step is a sad eternity
What will they say at home if they just called
Ma'am, your son is an emotional wreck
He entered my house yelling, wanting to talk to my daughter
I told him she wasn't here, but he didn't stop yelling
I suppose he was demanding why she left him
Look, ma'am, I was the one who forced her

It's harder to prove your integrity
Than to always win
It's harder to knock on that door again
Than to remain resigned

I go through the world like this
With my mind stuck in the past
Hoping that this horrible moment
Will be taken by time, I don't want to let you go

Bitter routine that's driving me crazy
Nightmares, nightmares haunt me
I don't want it to be like this
I'm going crazy
Nightmares, I can't wake up

It's harder to prove your integrity
Than to always win
It's harder to knock on that door again
Than to remain resigned, oh oh ohh

Tell me what's wrong, please
Is it a love failure?
A knot of pain in my throat
Life has lost its color