8 ou 80

(I don't even know how to start telling you this, but)
I have a crush on disaster
It causes me so much wear and tear
Oh-oh, oh, oh-oh

My collection is of grudges
That out of nowhere can turn into flowers
Oh-oh, oh, oh-oh

I take myself too seriously
I will never be indifferent
I don't even know how I got like this (uh-uh)
I'll idealize you, to later detest you (hah)
You don't know how bad it is, and

I love you, I love you
I hate you, I hate you
There's no middle ground
There's no middle ground
I love you, I love you
I hate you, I hate you
There's no middle ground
It's just that I'm 8 or 80
Oh-oh
It's just that I'm 8 or 80

Sad or happy, I know I'll cry
I can't balance myself
I wanted to change, but I got tired of trying
I just want to love myself
Climbed on the pedestal, but already fell
My own heart deceived me
Only those who haven't felt it say it doesn't hurt
I bled and you laughed

I take myself too seriously
I will never be indifferent
I don't even know how I got like this (uh-uh)
I'll idealize you, to later detest you
How can it be so bad?

I love you, I love you
I hate you, I hate you
There's no middle ground
There's no middle ground

I love you, I love you
I hate you, I hate you
There's no middle ground
There's no middle ground

I love you, I love you (I love you)
I hate you, I hate you (I hate you)
There's no middle ground (I love you)
There's no middle ground (I hate you)

I love you, I love you (I love you)
I hate you, I hate you (I hate you)
There's no middle ground (I love you)

It's just that I'm 8 or 80