Baile de ilusiones

I was ready for all your bites
and prepared for all your sins
I had a numb heart
you almost always had a numbed palate.

And at the moment you left your job
you priced yourself from the waist down
I had the Visa that provokes your smile
but life is not a golden plastic.

And whoever has a love to care for
and keeps the illusion
because life is a dance of illusions
and those who don't dance are dead.
And whoever has a love to care for
and keeps the illusion
because life is a dream
and dreams are dreams.

And behind my back my friends laughed
and bet on how long it would last
I knew that envy is not a good counselor
and that love looks different from the outside.

That deep down she loved me and adored me
and that's why in the end I forgave her
when she disappeared without saying anything
and appeared the next day completely wasted.