Pillole

I associate Rome with bad things, but I can't leave
I have demons and a destroyed face, and I can't get rid of them
If I get on the metro, I leave an empty seat for you too
Maybe you'll come back and we'll meet, and you'll sit next to me

And I don't want you if you're not sure you love me
And, you know, we don't need to say we love each other to stay together
Then I still don't understand a damn thing about life
And that if you were here with me, maybe it wouldn't be uphill

It wouldn't be uphill
It wouldn't be uphill
And now you're gone

Pills, pills, I take pills to stay calm
I don't trust anyone else anymore
I keep paranoia in my pocket
And I walk around Termini waiting for you

Small, small, we're small inside the room
I feel something missing
It's since you told me, enough
That I walk around Termini waiting for you

I walk in all the places where we used to go together
I wish I could go back to last year and lock it up in chains
I wish I could escape from the pain like I escape from school
And if you come back to me, maybe I feel less lonely

And I don't want you if you're not sure you love me
But I want you because without you I'm not okay
Then I still don't understand a damn thing about life
And that if you were here with me, maybe it wouldn't be uphill

It wouldn't be uphill
It wouldn't be uphill
And now you're gone

Pills, pills, I take pills to stay calm
I don't trust anyone else anymore
I keep paranoia in my pocket
And I walk around Termini waiting for you

Small, small, we're small inside the room
I feel something missing
It's since you told me, enough
That I walk around Termini waiting for you

And then I look for you, but I'm alone
With fears scattered among the sheets
And I write a verse, I want a story
That makes me forget about you

But the more I think of you, the less I can do it
And the more I think of you, the less I think of myself
Of how to be okay, of how to be okay
Without you

Pills, pills, I take pills to stay calm
I don't trust anyone else anymore
I keep paranoia in my pocket
And I walk around Termini waiting for you

Small, small, we're small inside the room
I feel something missing
It's since you told me, enough
That I walk around Termini waiting for you