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I’ve been treated for so long
By friends and a strong Chivas
You became the reason
And here I am, back on the edge
I fell off, wanted to be strong
Come on, get in touch
I really need your damn friendship
Dialogues with myself and a glass of wine
And I’m clearly losing my mind
Sorry, but I’m codependent on you
Not just in love
When the bitch inside me wins
That girl you loved so much
You’ll put my track on repeat
And realize what it was

These are my feelings
This is my tenderness
This is my depth
This is my loyalty
This is all that you can’t get back
This is my pain on the eighth floor
These are my feelings
This is my faith
This is my emptiness
These are my nerves
I loved you so much, you fool
This is my soul, why are you doing this?

I’ve been treated for so long
And they promised to fix my heart
But still, your incoming call is accepted
Don’t push me, I just want to be happy
I have no more reason to trust you
My friends keep telling me
Love is a high, but yours is poison
Just the facts, pure psychology
But what’s in my soul?
But I’m only weak on the surface
The lights go out, the show begins
When the bitch inside me wins
You’ll see how far you’ve gone

These are my feelings
This is my tenderness
This is my depth
This is my loyalty
This is all that you can’t get back
This is my pain on the eighth floor
These are my feelings
This is my faith
This is my emptiness
These are my nerves
I loved you so much, you fool
This is my soul, why are you doing this?

Again out of touch, where are you wandering?
Just new stories, I see how you post
Back at the party, okay, let it be
Who are these people? You don’t even know
You hurt me, I’ll get through, it’s nothing
For you, if it’s better that way
They said around
That we were the perfect couple
Well, look what’s happened
What suddenly became of us?
Wherever you are
Your taste is still on my lips
I’m not your enemy

These are my feelings
This is my faith
This is my emptiness
These are my nerves
I loved you so much, you fool
This is my soul, why are you doing this?