Ansiedad

Hmm-hmm, yeah
(Woh-oh-oh)
Ah-ah-ah
I hope for what won't come
I sleep with the idea of stopping time
I want to relax from reality
I want to distract myself for eternity
I no longer feel the cold
I just want peace

I get into trouble every time you leave
I live in the storm inside a glacier
The walls are mirrors, they want to see me suffer
The demons torment me that I can't drown
Anxiety kills me, I just want to shine

And even if you love me, I can't change
The pain in memories makes me feel less bad
And I'm used to letting myself go
That's why it's the end
Today I prefer to fly
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck

I lost you, I didn't care
Be happy, I'll be better
I learned to take courage
Cough syrup, Henny with lime lemon
Happiness in powder, another glass, please

My room and my sheets are already overflowing with your scent
And I threw away the shoes I bought for you
Now who will save me if I don't save myself?
I am my own downfall and also my salvation

Anxiety kills me slowly
I just want to stay awake
I want something and I don't get it
I have to finish this

Before I end up dead
Before my body gives up
Before there's no more time
To get out alive from the story

I'm tired of chasing, I stopped following
Sometimes being happy is not so easy
I know I won't die, even though it feels like it
I'm just trying to be my own angel

And you were my angel, but you're not here anymore
And to forget you, I take medicine
Medicinal syrup to not measure my pain
I prefer to measure my cup and act like nothing happened

(And act like nothing happened)
(And act like nothing happened)
(And act like nothing happened)

Oh, even if you love me, I can't change
The pain in memories makes me feel less bad
And I'm used to letting myself go
That's why it's the end, today I prefer to fly

Anxiety kills me slowly
I just want to stay awake
I want something and I don't get it
I have to finish this

Before I end up dead
Before my body gives up
Before there's no more time
To get out alive from the story