Triste Nostalgia

I want to go back in time, have nobler feelings
It's a time that won't come back, not even if I had a Delorean
Days without worries, a child without disappointments
Without the funeral car following my brothers
And if I rhyme today, I never told a lie
My life is so real, rap autobiography
I hustled, I even dreamed of being Rivaldo, who would've thought
I followed the uncertain path, see sad nostalgia
I regained my strength, took the helm on the way
Even with the trail in flames, I pursue my goal
With my hands tied to my mistakes, I'm not lenient to judge
But the firm idea in rhymes and peace I can convey
Each verse here becomes a tattoo in my mind
To keep my conduct always firm ahead
I found inner reform, in the past I didn't see that
To kill the nightmares of my sad nostalgia

Sad nostalgia reminds me, that's why I'll fight
Face the ghosts of my life without giving up
And have peace in my day

Sad nostalgia reminds me, that's why I'll fight
I know I'm stronger every day more and more
Forget the cold memories

I want to be a child to one day be able to fly
Smile at silly things, without having to worry
Make each verse, be the story of your life
And never cry again at any farewell
I'm carrying the burden that life gives me
With thorns on the way, I can't retreat
In the middle of darkness, I closed my eyes
And the image I saw was of my own funeral
How many brothers have gone, in the cemetery they lie
Resting seven feet under in the garden of peace
I waged war, fought against pride
I let go of the past to embrace the future
What life gave me, only served as inspiration
To overcome my fears and fulfill each mission
I'll never stop, it's for my family
And I'll never cry for the sad nostalgia

My nightmares insist on returning
But I don't back down, I turn sadness into inspiration
And turn pain into poetry, sad nostalgia

Sad nostalgia reminds me, that's why I'll fight
Face the ghosts of my life without giving up
And have peace in my day

Sad nostalgia reminds me, that's why I'll fight
I know I'm stronger every day more and more
Forget the cold memories