Siento Que Te Estoy Perdiendo

For some time now I feel you different
I don't know what it is but you're not the same
I see in your eyes glances
That avoid mine
Tired of searching for your pupils
Asking for answers to every why
But I guess in you
Something that starts to flee
And I don't want to understand
When a premonition doesn't create reason
It only instills terror

I feel like I'm losing you
Losing you

And with numbed monosyllables
You pretend to say you're having a conversation with me
Your gestures are more eloquent
At least they are signs
Of your indifference to everything of mine
And even more if my desire is to make you happy
What happened
Where was the mistake
That I couldn't prevent
Although I know it's not easy to tell the truth
Never tell it

My lips don't find your timely kiss
Nor does my body find refuge in your body
Just passive abandonment
Distantly naked
That you give as if it weren't
Yours
Letting you act in an absent attitude
What a mortal dismay
It is to make love to you
When you're no longer yourself
I wouldn't want to know, when you usually cry
Whose arms you're in