Más Allá Del Amor

All that comes to mind
Is to tell you that I'm sorry
That I don't know what's happening to me
That all of this is ridiculous
That I'm dying of shame
That I wish I were far away
To not see that calm
Resignation in your expression

I desire you so much
And for so long
That when I touch you with my hands
I enter a dream
That clouds my mind
Like a knot, like a brake
Like a transparent wall
That prevents me from loving your body

More than a desire
You are an obsession
A mirage
Beyond love
Beyond

So many times I've dreamed
Of the moment of this encounter
So many times I've unraveled
By occupying you from within
So many times I've felt
The tide of your sex
That this time, which is not a lie
It seems to me that it's not true

Not content with failure
I still allow myself the excess
Of boring you to weariness
With my clichéd excuses
Why so much theory
If it's clear as fire
Here you are, naked, open
Waiting and... I despair