El Circo

If at eight years old they ignored you in class
Everything has a reason, whatever happens
I've always been different, I'm overwhelmed
To understand the present, search in your past
Drugs are sporadic
My madness has genetic components
I met a wise man, he said he had a trick
I can listen to him or switch to crack
Idleness uses you, throws you into the manure
But in the crap, I surf as I want
I asked for a rosary and they gave me a knife
Why look for the rats if you're Costello
You want to insult me and I don't give a damn
Ayax was born to conquer Troy
He didn't listen to God and they drove him crazy
I don't like flashes, I thrive with spotlights
I refuse to cry talking about chemo
And that you could be recording a video of me
That I leave it before and fuck it
That accumulates and in the end I make a fool of myself
It's madness, it spreads through the networks
Some take a photo and don't even know who you are
My predecessors didn't go through this shit
And there were no cell phones, I don't know if you remember
Every day compliments, also threats
Some crazy ones even show up at your house
We are all the same: bone, skin, and flesh
Bring out your mistakes if you came to judge me
Even my cat attacks if she feels cornered
It's just the context, I don't justify anything
My barber said: 'you have a lot of gray hairs'
How can it be, only six weeks have passed
I have outbursts, I have good times, I have black cats
That I don't taste, that I later uncover
Maybe I'm the one who covers them believing their lies
And they eat from my plate with a hidden dagger
You don't even deserve to smell the trunk
It couldn't not cost me my money
You don't even deserve me to waste my knuckles
If your girlfriends know my choruses
This is for you who said you were my friends
I've sifted through and now I'm grateful
It's necessary that I write it and it remains as a witness
Life is already hard enough to carry burdens with you

Once upon a time there was a circus that always cheered the heart