estigma

Take the baton, I tell my friend the resentment; please, what pain (yes)
I apologize if now I change love for hatred towards those who embraced it
And if it happens or is more by inertia, I fill my veins with alcohol
Let the liver filter the verses in milks, excesses, events, sweat

Sooner or later, when we perish
We are lethal poison, at least
It serves as a consolation
Your black little eyes don't penetrate me
Not even a single 'I love you' feeds me
I don't crave revenge or fuel the fire
I burn memories without caution
While I fully consume our candle

And if you leave
There's nothing and no one left inside
I'm sorry, if you leave
Don't blame yourself if you see me starting to fall behind
Because when you leave, anxiety returns
When you leave, she returns
When you leave, anxiety returns
Not seeing you anymore, pretending

You didn't tell me that love was leaving
Now crying on the road
I look for a way out in a closed room
No one looks for me, nothing fulfills me
Now that I ask the night to come
You leave me, I want you to come back
I have the days passing slowly
Hell inside, rain outside

It's complicated to tell you what I feel
When I don't even feel like I want myself
My hands tremble, you look into my eyes
You tell me I must go on even without strength, perfect beauty
Having my sadness, people who cry are watered by the evil they are left with
I'm behind bars
Serving a sentence

They say everything is fine
But I feel the cold on my skin
When you walk away, I greet demons who want to play with me 'who's who'
I don't recognize what I've been, what I've lived being with you
I want not to think too much about that, but here I go and continue

I say: We will be happy, I swear these will be scars
Don't cry anymore, let everything pass
Blessed sorrow, how much you have given me
For every wound, a great song
I make you feel the cold in Dubai
I don't have a heart, it's not there anymore
I want you to continue even if everything fails
Head up, untouchable pride
I can move forward even if fear tells me not to
But here I win

If you leave
There's nothing and no one left inside
I'm sorry, if you leave
Don't blame yourself if you see me starting to fall behind
Because when you leave, anxiety returns
When you leave, she returns
When you leave, anxiety returns
Not seeing you anymore, pretending
Okay
I'm sorry!
I'm sorry!