flores

Flying around the room
With that blunt you lit
Dreaming of the high
That everything is fine and I throw the blisters

My life by your side got messed up
And now I have my soul full of cysts
Every time I see my dark circles
I curse the day you got me into this

And love for anyone who tells me
That I'm not to blame for breaking my face for him

Even though I have faith, I killed myself, I failed
And even his mom brings me flowers
She is so clear about my values
Even though her son has stolen my colors

He's on my heels
But living in fear was never an option for me

Death appeared to me
So many times going hand in hand with you
Now I understand that it brought me luck
And that the cuts were not in vain

I tarnished my name to defend you
Thinking that what we had was healthy
You with a different one every day
And me in the ER all summer

And because of you, I don't even trust the wind
I question even my worth, my success
Who I am, what I deserve, what I gain, what I lose
What I buy, what I sell, what I eat
What I light up to the expenses of my burial

Even insulting me, you seemed so tender
That's the little respect I have for myself
You screw me even when I sleep

You keep messing around, I'm going to stab you
I'm going to set the damn cemetery on fire
Burying the foundations of your empire

I warned you not to mess with my nerves
Because I swear I'll kick you out of this guild

Flying around the room
With that blunt you lit
Dreaming of the high
That everything is fine and I throw the blisters

My life by your side got messed up
And now I have my soul full of cysts
Every time I see my dark circles
I curse the day you got me into this

Death appeared to me
So many times going hand in hand with you
Now I understand that it brought me luck
And that the cuts were not in vain

I tarnished my name to defend you
Thinking that what we had was healthy
You with a different one every day
And me in the ER all summer

And love for anyone who tells me
That I'm not to blame for breaking my face for him
Even though I have faith, I killed myself, I failed
And even his mom brings me flowers

Flowers
She brings me flowers
Flowers
She brings me flowers