sutura

Hey, Barbara!
I was just thinking
Have you ever thought about making a sad funk, man?
A sad funk where people dance while crying?
I don’t know, I think it would be awesome, it would be cool
Anyway, think about it kindly
Kisses!

It’s not love
Never was
It was a mistake
That I’ve already paid for
I’m stepping away from you
'Cause I don’t know how to love
Just like I don’t drink
'Cause I don’t know how to drink

Closed night
Raw flesh
Crossed by bitterness
Stable but stitched up
In tears, howling at the moon
A lullaby
A dark room
Smoking and smoking
A Judas betrayal
The bad part of the good is how little it lasts

It’s not love
Never was
It was a mistake
That I’ve already paid for
I’m stepping away from you
'Cause I don’t know how to love
Just like I don’t drink
'Cause I don’t know how to drink

It’s not love
Never was
It was a mistake
That I’ve already paid for
I’m stepping away from you
'Cause I don’t know how to love
Just like I don’t drink
'Cause I don’t know how to drink

Making money in my house
Kissing the sky in my smoke
Sometimes I remember you
But I know it’ll pass
I dance funk for you in my mind
You have my heart, you’re present
You in my life, a stroke of luck
I’ll cry so much if I have you in front of me

Horse depression
Galloping anxiety
And a couple of badass ovaries
They want me without being present
I don’t miss the important stuff
Sorry if I seem distant
My mind is playing tricks on me
It puts the gun to my head
It rocks me in death's arms

I’m gonna drag you, my love
I don’t want you to end up like me
It hurts but understand
It hurts me more to say it

I’m gonna drag you, my love
I don’t want you to end up like me
It hurts but understand
It hurts me more to say it

Looking into the void
Cars pass by
I don’t peek 'cause I know they’ll admit me
They call me a coward and on what basis?
When they die in life, they’ll tell me
I’m a strong girl
Even if I sometimes disappear
I bounce back
And all my wishes in mind

All my wishes in front of me
Death looks at me and nods
I’m my own doctor and my own patient
Better not talk to me when I’m heated
We know it’s true
Even if it’s not mentioned
Even if it’s not mentioned
I don’t throw parties
'Cause they get filled with people

It’s not love
Never was
It was a mistake
That I’ve already paid for
I’m stepping away from you
'Cause I don’t know how to love
Just like I don’t drink
'Cause I don’t know how to drink

It’s not love
Never was
It was a mistake
That I’ve already paid for
I’m stepping away from you
'Cause I don’t know how to love
Just like I don’t drink
'Cause I don’t know how to drink

It’s not love, it’s not love, it’s not love