Flashbacks (feat. Young Weapon)

I have flashbacks in my head
Backstages of nvscvr concerts
You took my sweaty hands
You told me I was the best
That thousands were waiting for me
Not to worry about anything
To wait for me under the stage
Now among all those people I look for your gaze
Like Truman and this is not a show
Like Faiyaz I got too many hoes
Like always you were right
None of this shit fills anything
Devil damnation
Maybe it will be another time
Maybe not but hopefully one day you'll hear this song even if you say nothing

How can I ask you to come back if I pushed you away myself
Deep down I know it's shit
But it's also good for you
In the end, I never learned to erase you
I swear I still haven't found the solution
My mind full of alcohol, I think about calling you but I know it's not a good option

Even if you think I don't miss you
All this shit hurts me
Even if years go by
You will always have your place
This time has made me strange
And why bother if I'm not fooling anyone
I would like to know where you are
I would kill to see you again