Happy End

Goodbye seems to get stuck in my throat
Like saying thank you as if it were a farewell
Even if I search my pockets for the next words
All I find is my love for you

It's okay, it's fine, I thought I could be kind
Turning into a wish, in the end it becomes a lie

Fading away while still blue
Disappearing while still loving you
I took myself in my hands
And crushed the feelings I had found
It's okay, it's okay

Hold me tight right now
I don't need anything as long as I have you
Just say that and kiss me
But it's a lie, sorry

I know I shouldn't be remembering times like this
But when you said you wouldn't leave me alone, I was actually happy
You gathered your courage and called me for the first time
What's different about the me from that night?

No matter how far apart we are, no matter how we can't meet
My feelings won't change, that's why I'm here

Fading away while still blue
Disappearing while still loving you
Remember me always
But it's a lie, stay well

You, with a relieved face seeing me not cry
You're still carefree, I love that about you

Before I knew it, you were by my side
It's fine if you stay just the way you are
Even though I cried without permission
Everything is visible, everything is audible
Even though I colored it all

Fading away while still blue
Disappearing while still loving you
I took myself in my hands
And crushed the feelings I had found
It's okay, it's okay

Hold me tight right now
I don't need anything as long as I have you
So say that and never let go
But it's a lie, goodbye