Ambivalent World

The scenery I caught
While I was unconscious
Isn’t the future
I’d always been waiting for

Seeing the smile I don’t know
And haven’t seen before
I stood still
As though stapled down

Scattered into bits
The two worlds
Stray from each other

Completely scattered
My ambivalent feelings
Are too much to control

With my reckless heart
Someday
I’ll leap over you
And move forward

Before I knew it
My clouded heartbeat
Passed me by
And my feelings were tangled

Run, run!
It’s the one thing I can always do
Quickly, quickly, quickly
To that other side!

If I continue to hide
My true feelings
I’ll lose sight of myself
Before I come to

It’s like it’s divisible
But the fact that it’s not
Is still throbbing
Deep in this chest of mine

Scattered into bits
The days that were connected
Come untied

Completely scattered
The conflicting answers
Are all correct, but

Even though I’m overeager today
Someday
I’ll leap over you
And move forward

Before I knew it
Even my nonsensical dreams
Passed me by
And my feelings were tangled

Run, run!
It’s the one thing I can always do
Quickly, quickly, quickly
To that other side!

With my reckless heart
Someday
I’ll leap over you
And move forward

Before I knew it
My clouded heartbeat
Passed me by

Even though I’m overeager today
Someday
I’ll leap over you
And move forward

Before I knew it
Even my nonsensical dreams
Passed me by
And my feelings were tangled

Run, run!
It’s the one thing I can always do
Quickly, quickly, quickly
To that other side!