Chocolate Insomnia

I’m sorry
I’ve troubled you so much like this
Though I decided that this would be the last time in the beginning itself
So many times

Like excessively sweet chocolate
The pure white night is full of lies; this fairy-tale world

Actually I was always dreaming
Actually I never understood
That it was bad for the sleeping princess
To just wait for the prince’s kiss

It's not fair
Making the smile that was given only to me the reason
One more time, I closed my eyes and burned it into
My mind

All the days that I spent with you
Though I’m bending my legs; I’m still standing straight

Actually I didn’t know everything
Actually I had understood everything
It won’t do if I don’t open my eyes now, right?
Even if it is not a morning with you

When the words that I wanted to say, but I couldn’t say, are shining at my fingertips
The feeling of each and every word reaching you; It is almost like I cannot breathe anymore

Actually I was always dreaming
Actually I never understood
The sky that is for the first time without even a single cloud
Penetrates into this bruised heart