Sayonara no Yukue

I can hear your laughing voice over there
The voice that was always by my side

Fogging the classroom window with my breath
I wrote your name, I panicked and erased with my sleeve
Because I heard your voice from the corridor
I retuned back quickly as though to deceive my heart

Since some time, I have become unable to speak to you

I can hear your laughing voice over there
The voice that was always by my side
One who could notice and understand everything
Even when I didn’t say anything
Even I realise you are more precious than anything else

I cannot meet your eyes
I saw you in the corner of the classroom
I really wanted to talk to you, but
But, for me in the corridor, that was not possible

We have become unable to speak about our dreams

Your back becomes smaller (as you walk away)
Though (you) were supposed to be by my side always
Because of me, because I couldn’t change
I will end up hurting you
More than that, I will end up hating myself
I cannot even look you in the eyes anymore

On the way back home when even my sighs turn white
The things I want to say to you overflow
Unbearable loneliness, unsurpassable uneasiness
Though, you could have changed them all in a second

I can hear the laughing voice of the two from that day
I won’t say things like being by your side forever anymore
These boring days, you kicked them all away
The person I loved so much that I became empty