Introvertido

I am that quiet guy, the one who makes you believe he is very serious
I hardly say anything, I stay silent because I think a lot
But I would like to talk to you, I would like to be more sociable, I would like to be pleasant
I'm dying to greet you, but if I don't know you, it's hard for me to approach

Every time I want to speak, I go to my mind to consult
How I can express myself, but I am slow to analyze
I think a lot before acting, shyness sometimes dominates me
I want to flow and say what I think, but I try and time runs out

Sometimes I seek solitude, I run away from reality
I already know my weakness, it has to do with insecurity
I don't suffer from depression, but I have anxiety and that really affects me
And I know that my way of acting and thinking is often not correct

I'm a weird guy, I'm aware
I'm a different person
I find it hard to make friends
I'm very introverted
I feel trapped in my mind

My friends will tell you that they really like me and that I'm very cool
And that's because when I'm with them, I show my essence
There's nothing to hide
When I'm with my people, I feel free and I have everything under control
But with new people, I'm serious, a reserved guy

And although I've tried, I haven't been able to improve
I would like to be more relaxed, I want to interact with others
I want to socialize a little more, in my mind there's a war and I just want peace
I think too much, I create many scenarios
My head is full of imaginary world

I'm a distracted guy, I don't enjoy the present
Thinking about the future trains my mind
And this situation doesn't allow me to flow
I want to talk a little more but I don't know what to say

I want to be funny, I would like to make you laugh
But in the end, I say nothing and I hate pretending
I don't like being like this because I feel limited
When I'm in a group, I'm always the quiet one
Believe me, I'm tired, but I keep trying to live
I think and not just live thinking

I'm a weird guy, I'm aware
I'm a different person
I find it hard to make friends
I'm very introverted
I feel trapped in my mind

I'm a weird guy, I'm aware
I'm a different person
I find it hard to make friends
I'm very introverted
I feel trapped in my mind