Soledad

She's gone and won't come back, the morning train is already arriving
It's just a heart with a soul of metal in that gray fog that envelops the city
Her seat is empty and I still feel her in me, I feel her breathing, I think she
Is still here, not even the huge distance can divide two hearts and a
Single beat
Maybe if you think of me if you don't want to talk to anyone if you
Hide like I do if you run away from everything and if you go to bed early and without
Having dinner if you squeeze
Tightly against the pillow and start to cry if you don't know
How much
Loneliness will hurt you....
I look at your photograph in my diary with eyes of a slightly shy woman
I hold it close to my chest and it seems like you're here between English
And math.
Your father and his advice, how monotonous because of work and
Other nonsense has taken you far away without considering you he said:
'one day you'll
Understand'.
Maybe if you think of me you'll see yourself with friends, trying only
To forget it's not easy, the truth, in class I can't take it anymore and
In the afternoons
It's worse, I don't feel like studying because my thoughts are with you..
'It's impossible to divide our lives like this, so wait for me
My love, keep the hope'
The solitude between us, this silence inside me, that
Restlessness of watching life go by like this, life between us.....
Solitude.... solitude