Ella (Feat. Lydia)

She wakes up
and thinks about a new life
to breathe
without problems.

She gets ready
for everything she talks about
and can hear
in her absence.

She worries
about people who don't change
and never will.
She despairs.

She wrapped in tears
can no longer handle her space
that will kill her.
She loses strength.

And she knows her world spins slowly
all because of the desire to fight.
And when hope is dying
all she wants is to wake up.

And she knows well that nothing is perfect
but she doesn't want to accept it,
all because of her bad thoughts,
for never accepting others.

She doesn't smile,
she frees herself with her tense and sad loneliness.
So empty.

She doesn't hide
nor looks out to the horizon
where others
rush.

She sees so far
that perfect day
that she doesn't care
if she's alive.

She's not sick,
her patience is running out
and her desire to love.
She turns around.

And she knows her world spins slowly
all because of the desire to fight.
And when hope is dying
all she wants is to wake up.

And she knows well that nothing is perfect
but she doesn't want to accept it,
all because of her bad thoughts,
for never accepting others.

I don't know what she's going to do.
I don't know what killed her heart.

She loves just like you and me,
she understands all her passion,
still no one knows who she is.

She and her great illusion
of finding her true self,
of finding a soul to love her today.

And she knows her world spins slowly
all because of the desire to fight.
And when hope is dying
all she wants is to wake up.