Yo Sabía

I know I was never anything to you
I made it up, and it's my desire
To give you a world in a sigh
Even though you don't care at all
And I'll tell you that I love you
Because I can't help it
I'll try something new
Even though I know
I always lose
I have to admit
I'm not for you, I know
This can never be, I tried

I wish I understood
If I knew it wouldn't work out with you
If I knew you would leave
If I knew
Why waste time on something
That was going to kill me
And I would have to give up even though I know
I don't want to, but I'll try
Not to hurt myself so much, so that
I try even though I won't win you over
If I, I knew
Why?

When you're not here, I miss you so much
And when you are, I tear out my soul
Why can't I give you anything
I'm left alone with my desires
I'll motivate my dreams more
Because only that way I have you
I'm tired of wanting it
I feel alive and also dead
I have to admit
I'm not for you, I know
This can never be, I tried

I wish I understood
If I knew it wouldn't work out with you
If I knew you would leave
If I knew
Why waste time on something
That was going to kill me
And I would have to give up even though I know
I don't want to, but I'll try
Not to hurt myself so much, so that
I try even though I won't win you over
If I, I knew
Why?
If I, I knew
Why?

If I knew it wouldn't work out with you
If I knew you would leave
If I knew
Why waste time on something
That was going to kill me
If I, I knew
Why?