Blue & Grey

Where is my angel?
The end of the day
Someone come and save me, please
Just a sigh from a tiring day

I guess everyone is happy
Can you look at me? 'Cause I am blue and gray
The meaning of tears reflected in the mirror
My colors hidden in laughter blue and gray

I'm not sure where it went wrong
A blue question mark has been in my head since I was young
I don’t know how I lived so fiercely
But when I look back, it’s all over here
That razor-sharp shadow that devours me
Still the blue question mark
Is it anxiety or depression?
How can I really be an animal of regret?
Or maybe I'm born of loneliness
I still don’t know, it’s a sharp purple blue
I hope it doesn't get encroached on, I'll find the exit

I just wanna be happier
Please melt the cold me
My hand stretched out countless times
a colorless echo
Oh, this ground feels so heavier
I am singing by myself
I just wanna be happier
Is this also a big greed?

What I felt when I walked down the cold winter street
The sound of my heart breathing faster
I still feel it now
Don't say it's okay
Because it's not okay
Please don't leave me alone, it hurts so much

Oh the path I always walk and the light I always receive
But today is a somewhat unfamiliar scene
Has it become dull or collapsed?
But it’s heavy, this piece of metal
gray rhino approaching
I'm standing there without focus
It’s not like me at this moment
I'm just not scared

I don't believe in the god of certainty
Words like color tickle me
I’m comfortable in the wide gray area.
Here are hundreds of millions of gray expressions
When it rains my world
dancing over this city
Fog on a clear day
Always together on wet days
all the dust here
A toast to you

I just wanna be happier
Feel the warmth of my hand
It's not warm so I need you more
Oh, this ground feels so heavier
I am singing by myself
In the future, when I smile
I'll tell you that it was like that

After secretly picking up the words floating in the air,
Now I'm falling asleep at dawn, good night