Dis-ease (병)

Mmm
Uh-oh

Hey, something feels missing
Soothing my anxiety with a sip of coffee
An endless rest
Suddenly an uncomfortable happiness comes to me
24 hours, so much time
Sleeping all day, but now it's no problem
My body is breaking, feels like I should do something
Just eating three meals a day
My fault-fault-fault-fault-fault
Tearing apart my resting self, dog-dog-dog-dog
Don’t do that, do that, do that
Even if I shout, I'm tied to results every day
Errday do ma thang, damn if I fail
Continuously growling, tapping the rotten rope, um
It's unsafe, this is a disease
Physically stunned by the job, ow!

Maybe
It's because I'm hurting
Blame it on my overthinking
I hate that
I'm not simple, I'm immature
I'm also quite young, only my body is adult
Staggering through life's steps
One for the laugh, two for the show
Just like I’m so fine

Everyday comforting myself
We're all the same, ain't so special
Ay, man keep one, two step
Let's calmly treat everyone
My disease
Bye-bye-bye-bye
Bye disease
Throw away the fear
Fear-fear-fear-fear-fear
Fear fear fear fear fear

RM, yeah
My heart needs a vacation too (mm, oh, yeah)
Ah, just do your job (mm, oh)
I’m ill, yeah, I'm the job itself
Rest is a friend, oh, I never liked him
How much do I need to earn to be happy?
This glass-like disease hits your head
Is the world sick or am I confused?
Even if I take off my glasses, the darkness doesn't fade
Whatever label comes after this time
I hope that's all you
You, you, you

Everyone has diseases, what confuses me
Is that humans inherently have nastiness
There are four hundred more types of mental illnesses
But there are not many who don't fit
Yo, is the world sick or am I
Simply a difference in interpretations
Is that all there is
I don't know changing someone
Faster than that is changing myself

Maybe
It's because I'm hurting
Blame it on my overthinking
I hate that
I'm not simple, I'm immature
I'm also quite young, only my body is adult
Staggering through life's steps
One for the laugh, two for the show
Just like I’m so fine

Everyday comforting myself
We're all the same, ain't so special
Ay, man keep one, two step
Let's calmly treat everyone
My disease
Bye-bye-bye-bye
Bye disease
Throw away the fear
Fear-fear-fear-fear-fear
Fear fear fear fear fear

Sick and tired
But I don’t wanna mess up
'Cause life goes on
Through the fire
I'll walk more like myself, woah
(Walk it, walk it, walk it)
When night comes, I close my eyes
(Walk it, walk it, walk it)
I want to believe in the me I used to know

Get up one more time
It's morning again, I have to be me today
Let's go one more night
I don't know what will be at the end, hey, hey
Ooh, there's no eternal night
I've become stronger
The flames burst
I will never fade away

Everyday comforting myself
We're all the same, ain't so special
Ay, man keep one, two step
Let's calmly treat everyone
My disease
Bye-bye-bye-bye
Bye disease
Throw away the fear
Fear-fear-fear-fear-fear
Throw away the fear, fear, fear, throw away the fear