Jamais Vu

Feels like I've lost again
I see you're angry
Flickering game over, over, over

If it were a game
Just reload it
I guess I gotta deal with this, deal with this
Real world

I'd rather it be a game
Because it hurts too much
I need to heal my medic
But I'm another star
Blaming the imperfect me
Brake in my head, brake in my step, always
I just wanted to do well
And make you smile, but damn

Please give me a remedy
A remedy to make my stopped heart beat
What should I do now?
Save me, give me another chance
Please give me a

A remedy, a melody
The memory that will only remain with me
If I stop here
If I turn it off, will everything be easier?

It's okay but it's not okay
I said to myself it's familiar
But it hurts like it's the first time

I'm a lacking gamer, I can't control myself
It keeps hurting 'cause of trial and error and arrogance
One gesture, one word in my lyrics
Becomes scary in my senses
Always trying to run away
But still catching me, even if
Your shadow grows
You and my life are an equal sign
So my remedy is your remedy

Please give me a remedy
A remedy to make my stopped heart beat
What should I do now?
Save me, give me another chance
Please give me a

Remedy
Running again, falling again
Honestly
Even though it's repeated countless times
I'll run again

So give me a remedy
A remedy to make my stopped heart beat
What should I do now?
Save me, give me another chance

Please give me a remedy
A remedy to make my stopped heart beat
What should I do now?
Save me, give me another chance
I won't give up