A Vide

I whistled the water of the red roses you brought me yesterday
Hoping that finally something moves, inside my little stone heart
I plunged into puddles that I mistook for pools
I made dishes, took slaps so that it beats in my chest

I tried everything, to fill the inside
I cried fake tears, laughed, pretended
I watered my heart with stateless tears
There's nothing inside, I'm afraid to love you

Empty
Pierced through and through, empty
Lost in my bathtub, arid
Like a cloud in Varaville
Empty
Pierced through and through, empty
Lost in my bathtub, arid
Like a cloud in Varaville

I drank until sunrise this ocean that separates us
What does it matter, love
It can't be that hard
When I see all these people passing by looking like they love each other so much
I tell myself that my little icy heart will thaw in spring

I tried everything, to fill the inside
I cried fake tears, laughed, pretended
I watered my heart with stateless tears
There's nothing inside, I'm afraid to love you

Empty
Pierced through and through, empty
Lost in my bathtub, arid
Like a cloud in Varaville
Empty
Pierced through and through, empty
Lost in my bathtub, arid
Like a cloud in Varaville

I love you empty, to blame myself
I love you empty, to blame myself
To blame myself

Empty
Pierced through and through, empty
Lost in my bathtub, arid
Like a cloud in Varaville
Empty
Pierced through and through, empty
Lost in my bathtub, arid
Like a cloud in Varaville