Minha Companhia

I programmed myself to cry when it's over and that's it
It's harder to forget you
The good day was the best just because of you
Being here without thinking of leaving
When you made me smile

I tried more than I should
I dreamed more than you deserved

I planned only to cry when it's over
And I planned not to love you more than you love me
I wrote phrases that I dreamed of hearing from you
I clung to any excuse for you not to want me

I gave myself more than you wanted
I wanted you more than you knew
I was yours but you didn't see me... See me...

I wasn't there while you gave up
I invented you because you didn't exist
I saw you where you didn't fit
And I resisted thinking you would come
I fought when you gave up
And the illusion was mine... Mine... my company

I fought when you gave up
And the illusion was mine
Mine
My company